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On the Idolatry of Blogging
This blog is a great example of irony, so bear with me. It's been some time since I blogged last. I'm not sure exactly why, well, that's not entirely true. I know exactly why but it feels better to refrain from self-deprecation for at least one more sentence. The truth is I stopped blogging because I could feel myself becoming idolatrous about it. Mind you, this is not because there are fifteen thousand (or even 15) of people waiting on and worshiping every word I write (Sadly, takes far fewer for my dark heart). No, it has little to do with anyone else but me. The more I wrote blogs, the more I began to feel myself overwhelmed with concern about what others thought. I'd check the blog, Facebook, or twitter wasting hour upon hour counting views, waiting for comments, and reveling in my own personal cleverness. Perhaps I am the only "blogger" [...]